Anger

Anger consumes the inside of my mind. Sometimes its temporary, but sometimes its permanent.  

Im angry you found me

Im.angry i let you in

Im.angry i didnt leave at the first red flag. 

Im.angry i loved you so much

Im angry you pushed me away

Im.angry that you insulted me

Im.angry i was never enough

Im.angry you said you were not attracted to me. 

Im angry i let it affect me . 

Im.angry that it brought me so low. 

Im.angry that despite all this you did to me i yearned for you to love me. 

However the cycle continued and i got tired of fighting for you to love me ,  im worth more than begging for love . 

Im angry that im not angry anymore because i was able to let you go in my heart. 

Im angry to see you hurt for me now. I'm angry you got yourself together after you destroyed everything i felt for you.  

Thanks for listening-shehulk